My dear
soulmate, I need you to be slightly realistic. I want you to see the real me,
not the version you’ve made up inside of your head. I want you to discover me
without assuming me from the surface. If you think I’m mysterious, then I want
you to get to know me better before you decide whether I’m the person you want
to get in bed with. I want you to see beyond the surface of who I am, what my
life’s value are, do we share the same fears and dreams.
I
want you to see the vulnerable side of me, the parts of me that I don’t share
to the world. I want you to wait until the days when I annoy the hell out of
you but you still come and cuddle me in the bed. I want you to know that I’m
easy to love but I’m not easy at the same time. I want us to continue to put in
the effort when things get hard. I want us to put our entire heart into our
relationship, to find courage to open up our hearts to our deepest, darkest,
secrets.
I
want the space between togetherness and independence. I want us to understand
the need for being supportive and encouraging, the everyday trust to keep our
love strong. There are going to be days when I feel like withdrawing from the
world, but I also wish you could sit silently with me because those days when I
can’t love myself are the days, I needed you most.