Your Little World

I always spend another 10 - 15 minutes in the car after I reach home, with the headlights off, the air-conditioner off, the music louder and just close my eyes for a few more moments before I take the effort to walk into the lift. I never understand why people rush their way to get down the car, specially when I have passengers like my sister, she'll be unlocking the door before I off the headlights and/or the engine. She's always in a hurry somehow.

But really, nobody can understand the little peacefulness you have in that little space, little world, even for a few minutes, you want time to stay a lil' longer.
Many times we never want to get down the car is because it's a line, a line between you and your responsibilities. After you step down the car, you're back to being a daughter, an employee, a friend, a sister, a hopeless person, and everybody else but your true self. In the car, you can just sit there alone, listen to your favorite music, and that very moment it's yours. And you just want to enjoy being you out of the chaotic 24 hours.  
It's true, being alive is a very long and tough journey, everyday we have to put on different type of mask, take in different type of characteristics, and the never ending society standard, even being at home, we need to take every step cautiously whether it's talking to your parent, seeing your sibling, sharing the lift with your neighbour, your mind could not even be on safe mode yet.

Yet, at times, we just want to be quirky! We just want to sit in the car, with the little space of yours, listening to the FM or your favourite music, then will you realize that you can finally be isolated in your own world. You'll never know that great feel of being able to be just "you" and only you at that very moment.