Being single doesn't necessarily means that you're available and being in a relationship doesn't means you are unavailable. Welcome to the modern-dating world, where things are much more complicated than a fairytale ending. Sometimes we blame it on the weather, because on cold seasons you sometimes just wish that could cuddle unto each other.
However, for someone who lives by the equator throughout their lives would never really rely on the season to decide on anything, cause we pretty much have summer throughout the year and probably by year end we would have a few extra rainfall throughout the day. Now, no, we are not here to talk about the weather or the season, but really, you get tired of all the routine and it's time to settle down.
You're tired of going on dates, you're tired on raising your hopes up for nothing, you're tired of trying but still every time the routine ends there's a little voice in your head that says, "No, you're not done yet, give it another try", so you held your head up and got on the train again to head on another journey. You do not know where the train is heading to, but you know that this train would heal all your wound until you are all ready to get back up and say "I'll go for another try", and this time I'm really tired of trying all over again, because I want to settle down already, I want to move on from all these routine that has put me in circle for years.
Life, it's time to settle down already.