I continuously convince myself that I should love someone without fear. I have to trust in things that I can’t always see. Sometimes, I have to walk with a blindfold on, and not know where I’m heading to, because Life is never a guarantee.
I’ve yet to love but I’ve already had my heart broken, I have already
got my heart bruised. But I know, ego has to take a few steps back, loving
someone requires belief in the unbelievable, it requires leaping without
looking. It means being scared, but going for it anyway. It means knowing
things might not work out, but giving
it a shot.
I have yet to love someone without fear. I have yet to find the
courage to open up myself to another human being. I have yet to learn to be
okay with vulnerability. And I just do not know why I’ve been brave my entire
life, I’ve hold courage my entire life, I am always the first that look forward
to try new things, I am the first that took the first step out to see the
world, but when it comes to love; I always withdraw faster than anything. I
knew there’s an entire whole new world waiting for me, there’s a universe that
exists for me and another person. But I just couldn’t find that courage always;
I just can’t give that damn love a
single chance.