I
want to know what it’s like to feel again. I want to know what it’s to hear
someone’s words without doubting them. I want to hear someone tell me I’m
beautiful without repeating it’s a lie in my heart. I want to know what it’s
like to believe again, and that maybe this time could be different, that not
everyone is the same. Most importantly, I
still want to believe that happy endings still exist.
I
want to know what it’s like to surrender to the way someone looks at me, to
their soft words and their sweet laughs, to their honest stories and lousy
jokes. I want to surrender to all of that without thinking that it’s just an
act without waiting for the curtain call without knowing how it will end. I
wish there was a way to stop my heart from pulling in the reins. I wish there
was a way to mend all the broken pieces before you. I wish there was a button I
can push that switches everything I know and start over with you.
I wish I could look you in the eyes and tell
you I’m ready but that would be a lie. And
I don't want to hurt you with my broken pieces again.