As
a teenager, I thought I would already have met the guy I was meant to marry.
And at 21, I believed that whole heartedly that you could get it right on the
very first try. But as life always comes with surprises and turnarounds, fate
was never on my side in relationships. I stayed intoxicated with a guy even
long after we ended, and I push away people who try to come close to my heart.
In crowd, it was him that I long for his eyes, but I am always a step too early
to meet him.
Even
with my incomplete heart, I’ve been immersed, spun around and entranced by the
dating scene. And you know what? It’s more than just an experience. It’s more
than just going on dates. Its lesson after lesson on what values and wants I
need my future partner to have.