Fate may have brought us together, but it’s my Heart that
couldn’t take this risk to have both of us take a step forward. Our journey for
the past 1 year has been all about my indecisiveness; and even though it seems
that you were there all the time, the fact that my heart couldn’t feel anymore
makes me guilty that I’ve wasted so much of your time.
I would never know what it’s like to feel mutual love; it
may be too late for me to know what it’s like to have someone in my life but I
wouldn’t deny the effort that you’ve continuous put in and I’m still grateful
that I was given the chance to feel again. But I’m still sorry that since we
took our relationship a step back, I’ve never thought of stepping back in, even
when my heart was given a second chance.
If my heart could still feel, we might be celebrating our
very 1 Year Anniversary but now all I could do is celebrate my indecisiveness
to open my heart again to feel.
