我想无所谓，算了吧
When you start to withdraw from the story, I never did anything to stop you from leaving. Maybe this ending is a relief for us that you’ve finally let go of our story. I knew you are able to do it very soon, I knew you don’t hold up feelings inside of you, but I wouldn’t deny that I have been wrong all these time, that I have not prioritize you in my life, that after all these time, I still felt that we were very different individuals that would not end up in any place good.
I am not gentle enough, I am not caring enough. I hope you could burn all the memories and forget about my existence, about how I had always been the villain in your chapter. I am sorry if you ever questioned yourself of whether you’re good enough, because I’ve been trying to tell you all these time that it was never you, it has always been me. It has always been my indecisiveness.
Thank you for moving forward without me, this heart of mine will never understand what it’s like to be able to feel mutual love, and even after the heatwave experience in Japan, my heart remained frozen. I’m sorry if I hurt you when we cross each other path, it’s been one very draggy journey throughout the year for both of us; and I’m glad we can finally put an end to it. I hope she’s someone who can Love Better.