People don’t want the kind of love I am giving, people no
longer understand the message I’m looking for, people these day only chose to
live by the surface. People no longer understand the meaning behind an
old-fashioned romance, they are looking for instant connection, hook-ups,
casual dates, and it just felt like the more I stand at the crossroad trying to
meet someone, the more I want to withdraw after standing in the middle of the
crowded street. The more I don’t want to have any human interaction.
It feels like I’m alive but I’m not actually living because I wake up every day and I don’t know if I’m
happy, if I existed in the right
generation. Communication is shallow, the words are meaningless and the
bond is weak; people talk but no longer connect. I long for conversations that
never end, for words that are real and heartfelt, for a connection between
souls.
I kept trying to find meaning in an empty world. I kept
fighting for something that isn’t going to come true. I held on to an empty
hope and dream that I would somehow find the home I had been looking for. I kept trying to find where I belong.