This modern dating still freaks me
out till today because it’s impossible to distance from someone that triggered
the heart once. I struggle to move on, to tell them I can live without them
because it seems like they’re just everywhere from the laptop to the phone and
the tablet screens. I try to avoid all traces of the existence but there’s
always a tag or a Facebook memory that brings back all the memories all at
once.
Closure is impossible to achieve in
this modern world. Relationships end without warning, it could end with a text –
or with an unanswered text. Without a face-to-face conversation, most questions
are left unanswered. Most wounds are left bleeding, and it’s hard to move on
from something you have been holding on to. I
always blame it on the bad timing and also chemistry; and I will eat up all the
guilt inside myself.