I think I have a little too much
dating apps in my phone than usual for the past 1 month. Because why not?
Dating apps should be a lifesaver for people like me, who looks for
conversation but always having an excuse not to meet up. I’m given that chance
to interact with people at my free time – which should make conversation
easier?
However, I am still not willing to
take that change, to give myself a chance. It doesn’t matter how fluent the
conversation goes, I would never be comfortable over meeting someone, and the
thought of them that I might one day be together, just freaks me out all over
again. The whole purpose of using dating apps is so that the relationship doesn’t
get passed the texting phase. It never
does for me.
I psych myself out by considering
every angle, every potential scenario of having the opportunity to get to know
someone who could have been good for me. But I guess this goes around the same
for those who are using the dating apps, who has a hard time overcoming their
fears of opening the heart to someone in.