I’ve shared reasons after reasons to my heart that I should stopped
liking you when other girls came into the picture and I saw the way you talked
to them, looked at them, liked their pictures and surprises them. I knew all
the reasons behind but each time I sees your face there’s just a dim light
of happiness from my memories that lingers in the sadness. It isn’t long till
my heart starts to crumble all over again. But I wouldn’t trade anything from
knowing you this lifetime. You were still
the best thing that happened to me.
There were so many things I should have done to stop liking you, where
you starts to take up a part of my mind, where you start haunting me in my
dreams and I start to have you imaginary more than reality. I should not have
fell for you from the very beginning when everything was still new, but until
today I would never know why, you are like a feeling I would never recover
from. It’s been 6 years since I knew you, and my heart was never whole again.