I
stayed in darkness for years and I never learned to open my heart after that. I
was certain that I did not want to put my happiness at risk again, that I did
not want to make myself fall into depression again. Then you walked into my life. And for a long time, I wasn’t scared
of going into this, and I took down pieces of my walls just to have a closer
look. Even though I still had fear that in a moment, everything could crumble
down, but there’s a little voice inside of me, telling me to give this one a
chance.
And
maybe because you’re still observing from a far distance on whether I am ready
to take this friendship to another level. But really, you are what I really
needed, I needed someone like you to see that there are good men out there. I
needed someone like you who sees my reality than my fairytale. I needed someone
like you who is reserved and quiet. You were different than my usual type, and
maybe that’s why you didn’t scare me away.
I
wouldn’t say I am healed from my broken pieces and finally learned to open up
my heart, but I’m getting there. I
believe life has put you in my life for a reason, and maybe this time it wants
me to finally stay and stop running away. I don’t know where our story is going to go,
but I’m going to start with Thank you,
Thank You for helping me change my perception!