“๐๐ฝ ๐ฒ๐ผ ๐น๐ธ๐ผ๐ผ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ต๐ฎ ๐ฝ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฝ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐ฑ๐ช๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ท’๐ฝ ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ท ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ป๐ผ๐ฎ๐ต๐ฏ ๐ธ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐ช ๐น๐ช๐ป๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐พ๐ต๐ช๐ป ๐ป๐ฎ๐ต๐ช๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ธ๐ท๐ผ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐น ๐ฒ๐ท ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ป ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ฎ. ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ๐ช๐น๐ผ ๐๐ธ๐พ ๐ช๐ป๐ฎ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฎ๐น๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ช ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฝ๐ช๐ฒ๐ท ๐น๐ฎ๐ป๐ผ๐ธ๐ท ๐ช๐ฝ ๐ช๐ป๐ถ’๐ผ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ท๐ฐ๐ฝ๐ฑ ๐ฒ๐ท ๐ธ๐ป๐ญ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฝ๐ธ ๐น๐ป๐ธ๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ฝ ๐๐ธ๐พ๐ป๐ผ๐ฎ๐ต๐ฏ ๐ฏ๐ป๐ธ๐ถ ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ท๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐พ๐ป๐ฝ.
Accurate.
I still find myself snucking him behind my busy schedule and he seem okay with it, he did not try to date me and I never
asked. I sometimes wonder if I should start labeling this friendship, but I don’t
know what are we and what we are not. And maybe you were exactly like me who
are the generation who doesn’t want a
relationship.
We
spend days, weeks, months and years chatting about everything and nothing; and
we video call more time than we meet up in person throughout the year; yet we are not committed in a relationship. We
“talk” and text, we catch movies and go for food hunting – anything to avoid an
actual date. We forgo any chance of achieving real connection. We want the
facade of a relationship, but we don’t want the work of a relationship.
the teasing without the serious
conversations,
the promises without commitment,
the anniversaries without labels.
We want to connect – enough, but not too
much.
We want to commit – a little, but not a
lot.
We take it slow; we see where it goes, we
don’t label things, we just hang out.
We
keep our options open but the door close. We keep people at arm’s length – not willing
to let someone close. And if they try to tear down the wall, we run, hide, leave,
or ghost someone. There’s always another
chance at finding love; there’s just such little chance of keeping it these
days.
Because
the problem with us not wanting relationships is that, at the end of the day,
we actually do.