Yet, these are the same things
you’re bringing back in my life. And if I’m honest, it scared me. It felt as if you were someone who would consume my
entirely and I might not make it out alive. I am afraid that I’ve to rebuild
myself all over again if someone decides to break me all over again. But I’m
not avoiding you, I just haven’t learn to
trust myself with anyone yet.
Maybe you felt the same way as me
too, which is why you sometimes go hot and cold on me. I’m okay in the
beginning, I just hope both of would learn to accept our feelings as time move
forward. And I’m learning not to give up before the ending, I never had anyone
as persistent as you had been with me. You tried your best to reach out despite
the walls I build and I’m still waiting for the day where I ‘m ready to believe
in love again.
Falling in love with you did not
happen overnight, and I’m pretty sure it happens over a few occasions. I’m
overwhelmed with the emotions stirring inside me, but the uncertainty made me
crave for you. You made me want to throw my hesitance and be free-spirited and
feel the feeling of love all over again. I tore down my walls little by little,
I crossed the line and took the risk. And
now, I’m at my happiest because of you.
I’m not sure what else I want to
feel before I’m willing to accept the fall, because everything with you already felt right.