“Nothing special, I just want to talk to you”.
And my heart just melts a little more. Even though my schedule was
interrupted, I want you to keep talking to me. It isn’t that I am desperate for
your attention, but it’d keep me together. When you talk to me, I forget about
being depress for a little while, and I remember to smile for life again.
I am
not a clingy woman but I know I’m going to lose a part of me if you walk away –
and I feel so incomplete without that part of me. I secretly loves it when we
talk about nothing and everything, that we could talk for hours anywhere and
everywhere. But more than just talking, I hope we could do more than that
because I think I miss you, and I crave for your presence.
I
would never be able to tell you how much I
wanted to see you, to feel you, to talk to you. But more than just talking
to you, I’d rather just show you. Even though I enjoy the texts we have
throughout all these time, I still hope to see you at the end of the day or at
any random occasion. I am a Capricorn, I
like initiative, I like making plans and following through with them. But
more than just text messages, I want to have real personal connection.
Until then, my heart is just glad that you just
want to talk to me on a random work day.