Falling for you was never the plan. There
were so many things about you that I didn’t see coming. The universe put you in
my life for a very long time before it sparks an interest on me. I can still
remember the day the cupid decide to hit you with the arrow. When I think about
that day, I never could have imagined how someone would wake up one day and
decides she’s the one! I never could
have imagined how my heart would play along too. I never could have imagined
how easy it would feel to be around you.
When
I’m around you, I sink into comfort like it’s our favorite swing chair. It
feels easy and natural to be around you. I have thought of all the ways I would
fall over you, but it always comes back to the thought that I could lose what
little bit of you I currently have. It’s self-destructive, but when you finally
feel this type of connection, you’re afraid of losing it. I remember the last
time I lose something while holding on to it, that’s why I’m afraid to hold on
to anything now.
But
I’m still grateful that you walk-in my life despite the chaos I’m right now.
You shown me what it’s like to feel mutual love, and that when I don’t hear
from you throughout the day, my heart misses you. I will try to keep you a part
of my day and put in more effort to take down the walls I’ve build. Thank you
for choosing me, for trying to make my day, for keeping our conversation going
everyday. Knowing you has been a gift that I will always cherish, and I hope
it’s a gift that we’ll one day open up together for more.