Little did I know that I wasn’t
prepared; we weren’t prepared to take in the news all over again when we
see her all over again. It’s when we wish we could all go back in time so that
we could stop the tragic from happening. It’s the laughter we missed, the holidays
at work we go through together, the never-ending projects we complain about. It’s
the moment we had together over the decade that we wish it doesn’t change.
Today I realize that every loss sticks with you, it’s carried inside of us every day weighing us down. It’s whether it has the chance to creep up on us. Memories are beautiful but they haunt us deep down too. Grief changes us somehow or rather; it moves through our body and drown us deep into our sorrows. Today, I would like to say, grief won.